So I have been going crazy the past few days. I think it’s because of this beautiful person in my life who makes everyday amazing just by him talking to me and its the best (:
You were important to me. But you said, “you deserve better..” and I took your word and decided I should move on. I shouldn’t have gotten into this. I should’ve listen to my friends. I get attached way to easily, but surprisingly this doesn’t hurt as much as the last.
He feels like he should do something but not knowing what to do is what stops him. He hasn’t felt this happy in a long time, but every time he gets to thinking at night he fucks up something. He tries to make everything work, he knows he can be a bit clingy but he doesn’t know how he can change that. He wants to know what he can do to just make this all work out with him because with out him, he feels empty and doesn’t know how to move on from everything.
The thing with me is I can never really express my real feelings with words. Something just stops me. I don’t know what it is. But when I write something about other people it usually involves the feelings I feel. That is how I try to describe how I feel. I try to write them out. I know I haven’t shared many stories with you guys but I might change that soon.